I'm so sorry....sorry for everything. You don't deserve to be treated the way i treated u. The times when i ignored u....left you all alone, abandoned you....*sigh*...you were still there for me. You never left me alone...i left you alone and it breaks my heart that i did so. Never once,...did you raise your voice because you have this ability to be silent. I'm sorry, you don't deserve this....it's all my fault..and now you're gone. You left me all alone and I guess i deserved it. *tear* But, i've learned my lesson...so please come back...i miss you...my dearest cell phone.
i miss you.......but take care of yourself and make yourself smile. I only wished that i could be the one that could make u laugh and dream of paradise....Think of only the things that'll make you happy...reminisce about your favorite times...and love like you've never loved before. There are people out there who deeply care about you, but i'm always here for you and my feelings for u will never go away.
I was reading my e-mail and i came across this....haha. Fill it out! it seems interesting.
one day you and I were _(adj./verb)__ and we __(verb)_____ with __(noun)___ and __(noun) __ while making _(plural noun)__.
I'm happy...hehe...
Andrew and I went to Piccomoloafter school today and mmmmmm mmmmm mmmm....i LVE gelato, especially the strawberry one. If you haven't tried it...you're missing out (seriously).
We saw Javier working there; it's fun calling him "sir". haha
I've been blinded by the sight of death to oneself.
Just like every other B day, I drive myself to my clinical site at the Dermatology, & Skin Cancer Center with Dr. Ellington (an amazing dermatologist/oncologist btw) for ADV. Internship. The clinic lacked the rukus, only because Dr. Ellington left for an emergency meeting. I thought, "oh great...this will be a slow day." So i entertained myself by sitting on his big chair (i can't touch the floor ) while reading medical magazines. As expected, i became bored once again and walked to the front desk to talk to ladies, who too seemed unentertained. The brilliant "jeanyus" i am, began telling corny jokes....when suddenly, Eli, from the office yelled, "COME! LOOK!". "Yes! Finally! Some action...", i thought. But what i saw was unexpected...
....policemen and their cars covered the parking lot, blocking all entrances...with their guns out. I pressed my body closer to the window to get a better look when ms. police ma'am came into our clinic telling us to stay away from the windows. From her, we found out that some freaky lady was trying to shoot herself. Yeah....eventually, the trigger was pulled. Oh the chaos! As expected, the paramedics came, along with the fire truck. I went outside the clinic and near the scene to see what was occurring...i assumed that the lady didn't die but still....how horrible is it to try and take away as precious as life? I view it as a gift to be treasured by God and to see individuals treat it with disrespect....i'm disappointed...i don't understand. But with this system of things,...it's expected.
eh...so that was basically the main point of my day. Interesting, entertaining?, and disappointing.
So anyway....American Idol is back once again. I must say the best part of that show are the tone deaf individuals...it just cracks me upppp! (haha...i shouldn't be talking...o well) Let's reminisce on last season....(video below)
You don't deserve to be treated the way i treated u. The times when i ignored u....left you all alone, abandoned you....*sigh*...you were still there for me. You never left me alone...i left you alone and it breaks my heart that i did so. Never once,...did you raise your voice because you have this ability to be silent. I'm sorry, you don't deserve this....it's all my fault..and now you're gone. You left me all alone and I guess i deserved it. 
*tear* But, i've learned my lesson...so please come back...i miss you...my dearest cell phone. 
I'm happy...hehe...
VE gelato, especially the strawberry one. 
If you haven't tried it...you're missing out (seriously). 
) while reading medical magazines. As expected, i became bored once again and walked to the front desk to talk to ladies, who too seemed unentertained. The brilliant "jeanyus" i am, began telling corny jokes....when suddenly, Eli, from the office yelled, "COME! LOOK!". "Yes! Finally! Some action...", i thought. But what i saw was unexpected...